Rant

I'm late and I don't care. I don't know exactly what I feel right now, but i just don't care whether I'll be able to accomplish my responsibilities or not-- a feeling of indifference (that's the word). I'm tired of being tired. I have the whole 7 days of my week filled with meetings, stuffs to do, errands, and that doesn't include my school stuff yet. Pressure used to make me feel happy, it makes me feel alive. But right now, it seems that my marginal utility is already diminishing. I just wish this is a transient stage, I can't leave everything I have worked hard for behind. When I look back, I just can't believe what i have been doing, and yet i have been enjoying it. Whats happening??! Just a trivia, I have around 10 affiliations, and i'm active in most of it.. I 'll have to leave it here for now, I have to go to a meeting. Ciao.